i was naive.the thought of your love was like a candy.artificially sweet,i was deceived by the wrapper of yours.guess what?now im officialy bruised but i learned how to stand back,how to survive.but still i can't stop my suffering.
i need to walk away.
i just need to walk away.
walk away.
get away
from you.
i should have known.i was used for amusement.it was all an illusion.i just don't know what to do.every step i take leads to a mistake.everything is an illusion.even my reflection in the mirror.so blur.so vulnerable.i just want an answer.i just want an explanation.
what did i do to deserve?you knew.you knew from the beginning.you just knew...all i got to say is that,you were acting.yes,you are an actor as everybody know.you should be nominated for oscar,you are the best actor i've fucking ever seen.but thanks anyway.thanks to you,i've seen the people i've never thought they existed.you disgust me.all your lies,all the pretending,just for your amusement right?you fucked up my life just for your amusement?
thanks to you and all your fucking friends,im not gonna trust anyone.i lost my trust in people.cuz there are a lot of people round the world and that scares me.scares me a lot.just need to fucking walk away from you.need to get away.walk away from you..
