24 Eylül 2009 Perşembe

time of all times.

make an enterance again
make all the other co-starring girls dissappear
make me the leading lady
and write a story,the story of us.

make your enterance as in the movies
just like the ones in which at the end the boy always holds the right girl and sweep her feet of
make me the right girl
sweep my feet of
hold me,
hold me tight
kiss me slowly.
i'm not asking much,
just smile to me and this will do,
sweep my feet of.

just make an enterance
and let it happen,
make it happen.
make it a story,
a beautiful story,
like the heart warming ones in which there are only happy endings
write us a happy ending

just make an enterance in my life,
i don't wanna hold on the wasted late summer memories which lasted for only a night
just come,
just think,
think of the blue dress in which i was dancing in front of you
think of the kisses you gave me on the neck
think of the sharing glances
think of me,
just think of me.
and don't stop thinking of me.

write us a story in which you hold me tight and kiss me slowly and sweep my feet of.
write a story for us.
this is the time of all times.

22 Eylül 2009 Salı

spell it out.

should i really spell it out like O,like,H?

nothing else to say.
nothing else to write.
nothing to tell.
still you.
still suffering from the upgradeted versions of you,still you.
still me.
same you,same me.
still,i'm not pretty enough.
i'm not cute enough.
i'm not beautiful enough.
i'm not attractive enough.
i'm not cool enough.
i'm not extra-ordinary enough.
i'm not skinny enough.
i'm not funny enough.
i'm not good enough.
i'm not pretty enough.
still,i'm not pretty enough for you.


if only i'd be good at something you'd be good at.
if only you'd be good at something i'd be good at.
if only you'd like me for what i'm good at.


still the same you,when we were back in 2006,
when we were high.
still the same,only the 2009 version of you.
at least the new you could like me even if was for three hours.
you couldn't even do that.
i was that ugly for you.

i'll neber be pretty enough for you.
oh,i'll never be.
oh.

aldatmak.

gündüzümde varsın,gecemde benimsin.

7 Eylül 2009 Pazartesi

the boy in a far away land.

there's a boy in a far,far away land.

after all that we've been through
no matter how far away he is,
it still can hurt.
no matter which continent he is,
he still can hurt.

we could make it work
we could be the one
we could even marry you know,like you said.
you could mean that words you said
you could keep that promises you made
you could just love me in a good way,
beacuse i know you do.

i know you loved me
i know you still do,
you'll always love me in a way
i'll always love you in a way
we'll always love and miss each other in a way that no one would get.

but still,
we're never gonna be cool with that.
when we talk casually,that's always be an poor act.
the past is always between us.
and it always will.

but still,
i'll always miss a boy living in far,far away land in a way that no one would understand.
i'll always love a boy living in far,far away land in a way that no one would understand.