29 Nisan 2009 Çarşamba

everything i'm not.

im not the one who feels so unsecured,
so unsecured of herself that can't even communicate,
lack of social skills,
can't even make friends of her own.
buried her loneliness in her fiction books.
always sits still,don't telling a word.
lovefool,always making plans for future,maybe even planning to have your children.
always complaining.always.nagging your brain to hell,
wants you to be a classic guy who every little girl dream of,prince charming.
you're so self-spirited and she so obsessed with you and her own future plans involving you that
she can't see you falling apart.
so jealous,jealous of everyone,everything,every fucking girl,
so obsessed.
don't even know what she wants,she just wants.keep wanting more,
nothing is ever enough,so unsatisfied.
wants everything to go exactly like she planned,
wants everything like the movies she loved,as magical as they could be
she wants her own Breakfast at the Tiffany's way,
and she pushes you to make it happen.


no,thats so untrue.
she is not.
she is so not.
she is nothing like you thought her to be.

im nothing like you thought i am to be.

the girl you think im is everything im not.

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